The journey through 2014 is coming to an end and the platform for 2015 is in sight and its time for a quick recap.
2014 has actually been a year where I have had the strength to battle all the ugliness around me and still have my head up and the smile intact. The year of disassociation perhaps?
The emotional armour firmly around my soul sends a strong signal that nothing is permanent and its stupid to hold onto anything- good, bad or ugly.The hurts have been there,but nothing caused emotional scars that I couldn't handle.
I am now convinced that life is never going to let me sit on my butt and relax. Challenges are going to be thrown constantly at me and its going to take all that I have within me, to battle it out and emerge triumphant. For I love to win and win I shall. Maybe my battle is different, but my battle extracts more from me than what I would like to accept.
Mr.Tandon would be proud of me truly.
A big lesson to me came when my mail ids got hacked- and it was not nice to know that the hacker was someone who knew me and yet created the mischief.
Security on the web is definitely not as tight as one would like to believe.
First hand experience with a clinically mentally disturbed person makes me a more compassionate person and I realise how cheap and demeaning it is to laugh at someone who may not function the same way as I do. For everyone fights their own demons and don't deserve ridicule.
2014 has been a year of reunions- friends from the past, who I havent met in decades turned up in my life at least expected moments. With some I picked up the threads where I left off, with some the distance only grew. But the connect remains.
This year has seen me starting a new venture with my close friend- Pashatuks,
the community for people who travel and explore. I intend to put all of my passions together here,the love for travel,the love for writing and the love for networking and see what I can make out of the venture. I am ready to unleash the explorer within me.
Holidays have started taking new dimensions this year with Pashatuks being operational- Pashatuks is giving me more joy than I ever imagined. Now its time to strengthen the system and make it rock.
Leaving Wisdom Mart was a smooth process this time as I was not enjoying my work.
I have finally started wearing my spectacles for a better part of the day- the vision is clearer and so is the self.
But whats a story without some pathos- this year has seen Neuton slowing down and sick ever so often. I have been forced to accept that I dont have him for very long with me- a fact that is causing me gut wrenching pain.
But I know this too will pass and so as this year passes out I am ready and curious to know what new twists and turns I have to face in the new year. Ahh the journey has just begun is the feeling that I am getting- and waiting for the train to chug into 2015 and start off for the next destination...
2014 has actually been a year where I have had the strength to battle all the ugliness around me and still have my head up and the smile intact. The year of disassociation perhaps?
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| Moving on has never been this easy before |
The emotional armour firmly around my soul sends a strong signal that nothing is permanent and its stupid to hold onto anything- good, bad or ugly.The hurts have been there,but nothing caused emotional scars that I couldn't handle.
I am now convinced that life is never going to let me sit on my butt and relax. Challenges are going to be thrown constantly at me and its going to take all that I have within me, to battle it out and emerge triumphant. For I love to win and win I shall. Maybe my battle is different, but my battle extracts more from me than what I would like to accept.
Mr.Tandon would be proud of me truly.
A big lesson to me came when my mail ids got hacked- and it was not nice to know that the hacker was someone who knew me and yet created the mischief.
Security on the web is definitely not as tight as one would like to believe.
First hand experience with a clinically mentally disturbed person makes me a more compassionate person and I realise how cheap and demeaning it is to laugh at someone who may not function the same way as I do. For everyone fights their own demons and don't deserve ridicule.
2014 has been a year of reunions- friends from the past, who I havent met in decades turned up in my life at least expected moments. With some I picked up the threads where I left off, with some the distance only grew. But the connect remains.
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| ...and pashatuks is born |
Leaving Wisdom Mart was a smooth process this time as I was not enjoying my work.
I have finally started wearing my spectacles for a better part of the day- the vision is clearer and so is the self.
But whats a story without some pathos- this year has seen Neuton slowing down and sick ever so often. I have been forced to accept that I dont have him for very long with me- a fact that is causing me gut wrenching pain.
But I know this too will pass and so as this year passes out I am ready and curious to know what new twists and turns I have to face in the new year. Ahh the journey has just begun is the feeling that I am getting- and waiting for the train to chug into 2015 and start off for the next destination...
Hmmn! Straight from the heart as always! Some hidden pathos behind that bright sunshine! Looking forward to meeting you soon!
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